2010 = New & Improved Me

It's 2010. That sounds so weird. Where does the time go? I can remember my freshman year in college like it was yesterday. Now I'm in my last year. Been through so many ups and downs. But everything happens for a reason and I must learn and grow from every situation.

There are a few changes I said I was going to make this year and so far I have been successful in dong so. :-) I have begun to change my diet. Not so much pork and beef. More poultry and seafood. The next tep in that is to cook baked or sauted fish versus fried. I love fried Tilapia though! lol

Trying to live life to the fullest. Seize opportunities, shoot create opportunities. I'm still an amateur in the modeling world and I wasn't getting as much exposure or help that I needed to learn the industry. I'm apart of two modeling organizations but I am starting to take my own initiatives. I had my first solo shoot last weekend! I set it up and the photographer even drove to me, like an hour away. It was fun! Can't wait to see the images.

Ugh this week I was going to open my business, Lil Bit's Kitchen but I canceled it and am now revamping my company and menu. Someone else here at my school has taken my idea. *Sigh* So now I have to rise to the new competition. Only problem is I don't have the time to run my business like I want to due to my classes. My competition is open all week. I don't know what kind of school schedule she has but mine does not allow that. Shoot on Tuesdays I don't even finish with classes until 8 at night and my first class that day is at 9:30. On campus ALL day.

So needless to say it breaks my heart that I can't expand my hours as I would like to. This business is my baby. :-( And it looks GREAT on my resume. But my classes come first and they are all major courses so I must do exceptionally well in them. I must stay strong because they look like they may be a challenge and a lot of work. Encourage myself since I don't get it from too many other sources.

They are building an Olive Garden here at my school. Going by today to check the progress and see if they are hiring yet. It would do wonders for me if I could get a job there. I'm definitely trying to do their Intern Management Program this fall so I can graduate in December. It shouldn't be a problem to find an Atlanta location for me to intern at, atleast thats what they say.

Babies, babies everywhere! My God babies are growing up so fast! I love my boys! And a third one is almost here! Not to mention my cousin is about to have a boy and just yesterday I found out my younger cousin is 6 weeks! Geez!! Babies are blessings though regardless the circumstances. I anticipate the day I begin my family. But not now! Lol

My heart is full of love for all and especially for one particular person. Not a day goes by that he doesn't cross my mind. It warms my heart just to have a conversation with him. I feel like I could tell him anything and he would not judge me. I pray for him and worry when I don't speak to him. It's crazy because sometimes when I really think about it I can't believe that I'm having the opportunity to know this person. Let alone receive his love. Yes, he is that GREAT! :-) No one compares to him in my eyes. Just waiting for the day he truly opens up to me as a friend. I feel the distance in our friendship and it's outweighing the physical distance between us. I feel a little helpless regarding the situation because of the physical difference. But I don't give up. You should never give up on something or someone you can't go a day without thinking about. :-)